For several weeks after coming home from the hospital I was in another world. I’d carried the energy of the afterlife with me, that divine love was still there within me, flowing through me, as I almost robotically went about my daily activities. Initially, I couldn’t remember details about anything regarding my previous life and my family watched me very closely. At that point I had no recall of my NDE, and was behaving completely differently than I had before. Prior to my death, I was a type A personality. Afterward, I literally had no cares in the world. The anxiety I always felt about just about everything was completely gone, my intensity had dissolved into pure acceptance and peace and they really didn’t know what to make of me! I loved everything and everyone and knew all was well. In fact, I believed everyone felt the same way I did! I had no idea that the people around me didn’t feel just as loving and loved as I did, just as accepting of everyone and everything as I was, and peaceful beyond measure.
My family simply didn’t know what to make of me. The thing was, I’d been fundamentally changed, to the very level of my DNA. I was put back together altogether differently, and with a new knowledge and experience of divine love. It was everything! Yet, I had no explanation for the change. At that point, I hadn’t any direct knowledge of my experience in the afterlife.
In the weeks that followed, every few days I’d wake up and feel more like the “old Krista”. I’d have more of my memory back, and found myself reconnecting more and more with my life here. Things were becoming more familiar and as that was happening, I was becoming more attached to the 3D world.
Then, one morning I awoke after having an incredibly vivid dream, one that was so real as to surpass any known experience of what we call “reality.”
Krista Gorman PA-C
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